7 28 2015 | life ∞ love | chapter 55 – To Whither We Go?

7
28
2015

life ∞ love

chapter 54 – To Whither We Go?

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“I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul”

William Ernest Henley

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woke up
2:30 AM
45th street,
Hudson Terrace
aware that I have to come to a decision
& fast

the question, simply —

stability?
or
onward

yet
landing the answer
has been a conundrum of some measure,
w/ so many jigsaw facets
of scintillating aspect
that it be
enough to make 1
marvel w/ exceeding marvel
as to whether we be assembling
big picture,
indeed
or just
by “mendelian ordering”
experiencing
a touch too much the shining…

hear me dear —

“stability”

suggests
continuing along
w/ the state of “livelihood”
as is
@ present —
that is,
continuing along like
a slumdog streetchild
in hell’s kitchen, nyc
scraping by
by and by
w/ all daily affairs incorporated

“onward…”

(?)
however,
would be to basically
“go beyond” —
(?)
to pursue
the
life ∞ love
via the wind —
storm —
(?)
that at any given moment
be
Manhattan.

starting anew sound frash.
and yet
starting @ 0
(…)
can really hammer
the
mind, heart, spirit
to the test…

given we’ve reviewed
the pros / cons
like a Sherlock
by XL mag-glass,
it’d be rather fairly exact
to state that neither “opportunity”
presents itself as
hunky-dory rosy-poesy
but all in all
it’s like Yoda once said:

“always in motion, is the future…”

is our effort + intent sincere?
what are we after and how come or what for?
be it apt
to consider
the rest of the life-changes
that hath appeared in our midst?
is to do the “right thing”
to do that which be
more “logically”
safe + sound,
or does 1 inspire the heart-beat
onward bound for discovery?

only certainty — 
the race
be like Godspeed

always in motion

blondyn

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